I’ve never been in exactly a healthy relationship. My first serious relationship was when I was graduating high school and the first 6 to 9 months were amazing, the whole “honeymoon phase” but after that he started lying and he started becoming mentally, physically and sexually abusive. To make a long story short, I broke up with him. Two weeks later i jumped into a rebound relationship and not really that surprised he turned out to be a psycho liar, I mean the constant and elaborate lies over just 8 months was honestly astonishing. Since then I’ve been in quick flings but most of the guys I talk to are just babies that aren’t actively trying to get their lives together. I’ve also never been approached by a guy in person, these have all been online. Sometimes it makes me feel like i’m not attractive enough to be approached or attract these “high quality” men. I feel like a low quality woman trying to find high quality guy.