I'm 21, sober now and just a lil confused about the road to be taken. I just gotta know the road....

Isn't the blue pill more realistic? Or is the red pill for oppressed people due to bad female experiences?

I mean Ive had legit hoes (even in India) but I've had 5 serious love relationships as well, which all just ended tragically and I picked myself again and again. I lost all my friends and hoes and my fiance who I was gonna marry at 19 (I know, stupid right?).

But yeah after that i stopped it all in 2017 Now I just fool around, which also bores me to death, I need my paper now I guess. 🙄.

So do I not need a pill or I'm already mgtow or what's up? I mean I'm still confused by the whole thing 😅😶