I am an international NCAA athlete at a prestigious private university in the US. I am studying finance and have a very high GPA. Money is the only thing that motivates me. Now that being said, my parents are very poor, horrible with money, have bad jobs, and are both alcoholics. I have a few years left of school and I have to spend the summers and Christmas breaks with them in my home country. Whenever I am back home, as I am now, I get depressed being with them, my mind wanders, and I get horrible anxiety. I cannot afford to live elsewhere, I need to live with them during these periods. What do you guys do to stay "happy" when you have periods of nothing going on? I love y'all and I am really hoping someone could possibly help me out...