An ex that I’m very attached to sexually gave me a proposal ultimatum. My balls were drained at that time so I said no. It’s been four days now and as the nofap/no release days add up I can feel myself becoming blue pill!!! I want to reach out to her and agree to marriage, I want to have sex with her, and I think I want to stop her from starting to see anyone else... it’s just how I feel even though it’s super illogical. How can I stomp this thinking and impulses out of me?