The Disposable Male.

Ive never heard this topic discussed before in this forum but it has to have been. If you unaware google it and there are a few good articles written impartially.

Men have created the modern world from the rover on Mars to the fillings in your teeth. I dont have to go into detail im sure you aware of it. Except for the girl who wrote the code for the first American trip to the Moon...she deserves some credit.

I lived in America as a South African but Normally enough...Then I got sick (undiagnosed bipolar) and I watched how quickly I lost my gf, my money then got kicked out the apartment on to the street.

I watched as my 'friends' turned on me and wouldnt help in my most despirate hours. I became homeless, running into pigs ending up in jail now and again for nothing other than existing in a public place.

I had NO worth anymore and you bet people would gladly watch me suffer, as a man, as a bum as a 'druggie' on the streets. I had become disposable. (this was at the same time that guy ate the face off of that homeless guy, btw) Fort Lauderdale was a strange place to be on the streets at that time...late at night you could feel the general paranoia between people, the fear the cowardice. I had pigs pull guns out on me because they were freaked out on the streets...cowards.

The homeless were a community, we helped each other find food and cigarettes. I smoked weed one day with a guy but other than that nothing. No drugs just servival and food.

Guess fucking what? Never in my six months on the street did I run into a single homeless female. Never, the weak seemingly were taken care of. Guess they could always go cry to an orbiter and suck some dick and and bam...off the streets.

I was offered by faggots in FL to let them suck my dick for a night off the streets. Obviously that didn't happen. However I did made sure they bought me cigs and food and a shower before I told them to go FUCK them selves. Thinly valed sexual predators.

To be fair I did have a girl use some of her food stamps to by me some sushi and another bartender bought me some fries because she felt sorry for this good looking blonde, well spoken guy.

I did hook up with a few girls to try find shelter that way but they weren't interested...NO VALUE, DISPOSABLE.

My mom the Angel that she is, eventually got me home. My life now being in shambles.

I was a sailor and had a captain's licence. I do believe the captain is the last on the raft and need be goes down with the ship if need be. HOWEVER...WOMEN AND CHILDREN FIRST? What? is this the fucking Titanic? I will fight women, for there spot on the raft. Whatever it took to ensure the continuation of my life. Simple.

Wouldnt be my greatest moment but never the less...fucking nessesary.

Although on one hand they would make you out to be a monster, due to the unspoken rule that somehow men's lives are worth less and women get right of way.That men are somehow disposables.

You think if you sacrificed your life for some little bitches you would be forever remembered and there would be a statue erected honoring your name? Not a fuck. It is expected in society. The Disposable Male.

Save yourself, look after yourself, put yourself first as a man. NO one else will.