I've been redpilled a year ago, when I was 18. I am still new to this, however the redpill turned my life arround.
Funny thing is I got redpilled by my sister. Seeing the nature of the female every day for 18 years and seeing her evolve from a shy, 12 year old girl to a confident, desired lady, seeing her rejecting lots and lots of men, taking advantage of males that were giving her attention, that's how I opened my eyes.
Not long after I discovered Elliot Hulse, he was and still is my mentor. He got me into lifting weights, knowing how to handle situations and be a man. I am far from ending my journey of becoming a man. After having some fun with female validation, mainly picking girls up, going on a date or two, kissing and fucking, I decided to try and commit to a relationship, to see how that works out.
My confidence is at it's best, the girl I'm interested in is extremely into me since I hold a masculine frame most of the times, I know how to treat her like a woman (How to make her feel desired without showering her with gifts or attention).
This is where things went south. I fucked up in a situation which was extremely delicate for her. I'm begining to fall back to beta tendencies, giving her lots of attention to make up for what I've fucked up with. I'm having some of the most difficult time to fight this, since my natural response to this delicate situation was to basically submit to her.
I need your help. I have no idea how to act this out. I'm purposely avoiding to give details mainly because I want this post to be a guide for people that find themselves falling back to their old self in stressful situations.
Thank you guys for all you've done for me. The red pill turned my world upside down and rocked me, but it showed me the truth and I can't show how much grateful I am for that.
