Hello everyone,

I have been a long time lurker here. I am 25 years old right now, and struggling with higher education. I am a typical person who you would have said has a bright future, but nothing at the moment. (Though I believe a white-collar future is shitty, so for me my future is very foggy atm..) Anyways, I am mediocre at nearly anything right now, I never get the prime pussy.

This forum and red pill changed my life. I could have been the typical soy boy nerd engineer we all caricaturize. I was literally on that path. Now, I occasionally smoke before hitting the parties and get anything I can like a crazy animal there. I have the most fun friends of all time. I lift. I save money for a motorcycle and my most typical response is "Dude, who gives a shit?".

People love it if you are slightly jerk and asshole at first, but fun and friendly if they get along with you. All being said, I know that I have a lot to cover and I still feel very miserable and underachieved.

My lesson is: You extremely over-analyze and observe everything. Stop bullet pointing sexual dynamics, it is autistic. Stop defining golden rules and so on... Just read the sidebar and go start doing shit. I am back today after several months, and most of the things written in this forum is highly autistic, real achievers smell from a thousand feet that you are not getting any. You are no different than virtue signalling SJW masturbators, if you just talk and make no difference.