Been lurking for awhile. I'm choking on the pill and I'm in the hate phase. How do you suggest I deal with family gatherings where the question is always "why don't you find a girl and settle down". I've ridden fatties and mopeds but mopeds were at least fun. I'm thinking "I have not yet met a girl worth my time"

I seriously hate women and any female that shows interest in me all I can think is divorce rape. Much Much more family shit and I'm not willing to up the give beta in me that takes care of everything.