20, 6'6, 210lbs, 1y of trp, but only fucked once during covid. Top grades on a top 10 college of my country, internship in a bank. Read both sidebars, TRM, NMMNG, Sex God, Meditations, Pook, What Every Body is Saying...you name it.

I have no social media, only WhatsApp because it is really convenient. Then a bro from college shares a status among the dudes: his gf (probably an 8) brought him 3 girl friends (all seemd 7s+) to suck his dick and he recorded it. This dude never saw a gym nor knows about trp. Hes rich, tall and handsome and a totally insecure fuck.

I kinda crashed seeing it. Im stoic but for the first time ever, I feel like shit rn, thats it. I need some advice on what should I do, read or know to stop spiraling myself to defeat.