I've suffer from some form of BPD or Split Personality Disroder for some years now and it has made most people disdain me. I only had a few close friends and those whom I would often associate with, would stay away from me because I am often incongruent and have so much dissonance. I sometimes go from a serious logical thinking, smart-looking persona, a bit nerdy, to sometimes a really manic and insulting persona, an asshole.

How can I try to apply RP principles properly to myself and be much more congruent despite of this? I also tend to be motivated at some times then get to be really lazy most of the time.