Well shit. I’ve been out of Canadian High school (Quebec, 17) for about 4 months now and I cut contact with most of the people I knew (we still live in the same city and all; it’s not college)

There were some girls who I thought were still the innocent virgin type, one I planned on losing my virginity with, since I’ve been attracted to her since I was 15. I just learned her body count went up by 3 during the summer, and an additional 2 since the beginning of the school year.

AWALT. I thought there could be some exceptions, but no. This shit actually crushed me, plus some 2 other girls who never have an alternative date after refusing my initial offer to hang out.

I know sidebar and shit, but I really feel like it’s about damn time to go monk mode (body and grades improvement) and reopen myself to the world after a few months, with the Red Pill as an antibiotic.