Probably a generic text ahead but have to write it anyway..
European here, Balkans, 25 years old, chem engineer working in car industry, living with parents (here the economic situation is so - so). Gym 3 times per week. Hobbies are chemistry, biology, medicine/pharmacy. Sorry in advance for bad language since it is not my mother tongue (also writing on cellphone).
Dear red pillers I am into red pill for around 8 months now. I discovered it on reddit as an advice from a random guy on the topic of geting over your gf. This gf...well you can guess it. Body 9/10, volleyball player, smart and ofc left me for another guy. Classic right? Only diference from the usual story here is that she kept stalking me after it, on every social media possible which made me crazy. Calling me, texting me, asking about me, which gave me some weird hope although I told her that I dont want to see her ever again. (This is me being woman, playing hard to get). One more mistake is that we were working together so I kept seeing every day for 8h. Dumb I know. Man I fell for her so hard thinking she was the best I ever had. But then I hit rock bottom. Depression, insomnia, no appetite. Lost 13 kg.
Then, the struggle in me started. Red pill reddit, therapy, gym, meditation, fluoxetine. Changed job after 2 months of searching for a new one.
Now I am much better, thinking of doing a doctoral thesis, new job, new gf. Gym. Hobbies. Travel.
However I will not let same thing happen again. This new girl is really new - 3 months. She is the only chick I bang right now. But my classical thinking is now not - this is the love of my life but should I bang other chicks? Should I brake up?
Any advice is welcome.
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